Dulu masa lepas matriks nak apply U my 1st choice was Biomedic then baru IT. X sedo diri padahal subjek kimia x power. Tuhan maha kaya bila dpt IT in Comp Sc rasa lega sbb masa tu IT mmg tgh naik. Nak praktikal and apply keje benonya xder masalah, cuma kena rajin send resume and cuba jual diri masa interview.
Most of my early job mmg relate to IT app, tp slowly move to infra or technical team. Interesting rupanya infra team ni sbb kita bekerja dengan machine. Yg x best hanya kita kena kerja extra hours. Sbb time org keja memang kita keja, time org x keja la biasanya kita kena buat maintenance yang perlukan sistem utk down or offline.
So cuti mmg akan dpt byk sbb kita akan dpt replacement leave dr kerja extra hours ni. One more challenge dlm IT ni the technology keep change rapidly. Kena belajar (actualy bidang apa pun belajar mmg non stop) tp IT kena extra skit sbb hr ni kita baru tau guna or nak maintain teknologi ni, esok dah ada teknologi baru atau version baru, nak kena up to date n cuba familiar ASAP. Sangat x boring sbb sentiasa ada benda baru utk kita learn.
Bila dah makin berusia, n anak2 plak dah grow sgt sekejap, kita slowly akan rasa left behind dlm nak mengejo ilmu duniawi yg rapidly change n never end. Salute dkt mana2 yg masih bertahan n anak2 muda silala lengkapkan diri anda dengan ilmu n rasa tanggung jawab terhadap task yg diberi. Jgn buat kerja acuh tak acuh sekadar melepaskan batuk di tangga
I pray to God give me guide arah mana nak kutuju dlm bidang kerjaya ini. Masa tu near to SPM and teman angah lepak di library PPAS Shah Alam. I took one book bibliografi Nabi Muhammad. I read the story emotionaly especially when comes to part salah seorang sahabat nabi yg sgt tegas and garang minta petunjuk Illahi dlm pilihan agama. Masa tu dia belum bersyahadah.
"Kalau ini adalah kebenaran dan kebaikan datangkanlah keyakinan ke dalam hatiku, tetapi kalau sebaliknya berilah jalan keluar kepadaku".
Ayat inilah yg dia doakan and it mean a lot to me too and dok ulang doanya berkali2 sampai mengalir air mata. Sangat terkesan at that time i was also dilema samada nak send resume to this dept yg sebelum ni pernah kupohon tp rezeki xder. Kali ni mmg dilema sbb peluang tu ada tp hati ni berbelah bagi. Ofcourse mtk opinion husband and anak2 and all of them ok for me to move. So masa tu keputusan di tgn sendiri and to Godla may prayer goes to. Bila baca doa n petikan ni berulang kali lama2 mcm makin dpt petunjuk.
I proceed with the decision and the journey to move tu mcm smooth jek. I hope this is the good sign. I am not sure what will happen in the future but i hope and pray for better life and i will do my very best to deliver in the new department. Moga mendapat teammate n bos yg baik utk sama settlekan amanah n tanggungjawab kerana Allah.
Org lain ada jek pindah dept, but when i transfer i received lots of token from friends. Tq all. Appreciate every little things pun sbb bukan nilai or apa brgnya tp the effort u show. Yg x bagi tetap hargai sbb atleast ada doa n wish dia org. Doa pun mahal mana tahu antara kami ada yg doanya makbul.
Few farewell celebration disambut like barbie dress colour code lunch at Dorsett with it gegirls and sukiya lunch with ITI team.
I listkan some item i received sbg kenangan and for the doa pula moga Allah balas.
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