Rewards

Seperti yg dijanjikan. Some of the rewards....Combination 2 diff trips to

KL (KL Central-Sogo-KLCC) and

Kid Zania- The Curve.



Bwk 3 nik junior pi tgk AjiBoy

Dah lama aim



girl tapi mainan boy. Conflict of interest?



Budget RM30 each la.... letak blk....






Ben10 dilema, minta bantuan...

 


Pilihan along... reti ke main? Dam aji/dam ular ibu tau la...




Ben 10 demam



Gegirl conflict of interest???

Kids Zania. X semua dpt dicapture sbb we all berpecah......

Kids zania plak...cash kan duit

vitagen lab...

Cashier

Tunggu Kak Ngah jadi pilot

Urut plak

@ The Curve

tutti frutti

Big apple

 

Actually byk lagi check point yg dia org pi masa di Kids Zania, tapi x dpt snap sbb berpecah. Along sempat ambil insuran and driving test, check mata and the opto ckp mata kanan along silau. Pls do check up early tapi till now x buat lagi. Angah sempat jadi pilot tapi no picture. Overall bebudak puas hati nak pi lagi utk try kerjaya lain.

wheel chair

This is the 3rd week we going back to Muar. Misi kali nie nak mandikan atuk aaa. Call Kak Uji dapat information mak plak terjatuh kat katil ayah masa nak buka tingkap. Akak ckp mata and dahi mak bengkak tapi dah surut. La mcm2 dugaan. Nie yg x sabar nak balik nie. Kami bertolak pagi Sabtu, tapi pepehal kene isi perut dulu baru ada tenaga.

nephew-Both are cousin



Sapa lagi khusyuk?

  

Fav- KFC Cheezy egg bun


 







Kami selamat sampai dan mcm sebelum nie ayah terbaring tanya pasal makanan. Suapkan beberapa sudu bubur. Ajak mandi dia geleng. Ishhh geram nie...We all suami isteri dah plan, kene cari wheelchair utk memudahkan urusan mandi ayah @ atuk aaa.
Atuk mak plak OK cuma lebam kesan bengkak masih ada. Macam org kene dera or belasah pun ada. Nasib baik mak tak muntah2 or ada kesan lain.

Abg Ajip sibuk sbb dia joint rela. Since bday sultan Johor akan diraikan di Muar dan Muar menjadi bandar diraja. Kak Ngah dan Arif frust x dpt goda Che Ajip dia org naik motor beli ais krim. So apa dia org buat?

Tgkla nie... sempat posing masa Che Ajip tidur keletihan....

Petang Sabtu we all pusing2 memulakan misi mencari wheelchair. Yg penting blh dibawa mandi n blh melepaskan hajat. Survey farmasi Bakri and bandar Muar atlast dapatla juga. Balik jek prepare air panas terus ajak atuk aaa mandi. Lega rasa bila dia pun beri kerjasama. Harap2 blh mudahkan Kak Uji and Abg Ajip jaga ayah.











Tuhan tu adil...

Ayah baru jek discharge dari hospital tapi dia masih lemah. X selera makan, x nak makan ubat. So since 1 week+ masuk hospital dia belum mandi lagi. We all hanya lap badan. Kesian dia org kat kg, x dpt nak tlg jaga ayah atas tuntutan kerja. Sedih sangat, terasa dlm hati yg ayah perlukan kami. Adik hanya mampu doakan semoga ayah kuat dan akan recover soon.

2 weeks berturut we all balik Muar jenguk ayah kat hospital. Abg Ajip jaga mlm, tido spital, we all dtg siang time waktu lawatan. Kdg time we all dtg lunch hr Abg Ajip masih kat hospital. Ayah mmg x selera mkn masa tu lagi..Kalau mkn 2-3 suap jek. Sbb tu xder tenaga n susah bak bawak mandi, sbb dia x mau. Dia kata lap ajek kat sini, aku x larat. Rasa mcm nak jatuh jek air mata tapi tahan jek takut ayah perasan.

Kat rumah plak, mak dah x ke dapur, cabut rumput or bagi ayam makan mcm dulu2. Dia lebik byk duduk dan berzikir. Tanya akak mak mmg x ke dapur sgt ker? Akak ckp sejak sakit kayap n recover mak mmg dah x buat kerja. Mak dah x larat. Ada sekali jek time raya haji mak tlg potong daging korban sbb teringin nak mkn. As long as mak sihat dah cukup bagus. Ada sekali masuk bilik mak ada minyak kapak kat bantal mak. Rasa x senang hati tapi buat2 mcm xder apa.

So everything was on Kak Uji n Abg Ajip. Tuhan itu adil. Kak Uji masih terima treatment every month from hospital. Nurse akan dtg buat injection every early of the mth.  Dulu dia pun warded 2 kali, Abg plak pernah xcident, buku lali patah. Ikutkan dia pun OKU sbb jalan ada sedikit tempang. Abg akan jadi ketua keluarga utk pergi belanja, akak pula akan jadi org dapur utk memasak. Akak n abg akan kerjasama utk refill brg dapur n bayar bil. Ya Tuhan itu adil.

 Kdg ada rasa mcm nak duduk kg tlg dia org apa yg patut, tapi apa bleh buat kita pun ada commitment. Semoga semua aturan yg dah ditentukan olehNya nie diberikan hikmat n rahmat dan menjadikan kami close each other. Ya Allah berilah kami rezeki harta, kesihatan, masa, ilmu, peluang, keampunan, kejayaan, kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat. Amin.

atuk aaa sakit

Khamis lepas sedang sibuk buat kerja di office, terima sms dari Abg Ajip, " adik balik bila, ayah sakit?". Wuaaa rasa cam cuak tapi harus cool dulu. Settlekan apa yg patut balik rumah kemas2 and wait for hubby to complete his tasks.

Ayah @ atu aaa warded di wad biasa tapi isolated, status critical utk non-ICU patients. Bila dapat jumpa ayah pagi Jumaat agak terkejut seluruh badan and muka bengkak terlebih air.
Kali nie punca warded ialah buah pinggang not function properly. Kene cuci sampai 60 bag and the tube masuk via pusat ayah. Cannot imagine how it feel, tapi makcik yg menjaga patient sebilik ayah cerita, 1st day masuk tu, ayah siap kene ikat sbb bising. Kami gilir2 jaga ayah. Me and hubby akan bwk akak or mak during day time, n mlm Abg ajip akan tido hospital jaga ayah.

This routine dah biasa we all buat semenjak ayah keluar masuk hospital. Harapan agar ayah ada selera makan supaya dpt tenaga blh bangun, duduk, dibawak ke toilet utk mandi instead of terbaring saja dan ofcourse semoga sihat dan buah pinggangnya dapat berfungsi. Doktor dah inform awal2 kalau lepas check up n confirm buah pinggang prob lepas ayah recover nanti, akan kene berulang twice a month utk cuci @ dialisis kut nama dia and the cost is RM300 per treatment. perghhh..... Mintalah dijauhkan.

Antara simptom sakit buah pinggang nie yg mmg ada pada ayah ialah:
bengkak badan
demam
hilang selera makan
kerap buang air kecil tapi sikit2
letih
sakit pinggang.
Baru dapat jaga 3 hari tapi terpaksa nak balik Ara, sbb tuntutan kerja. We all dah applied cuti next Friday sempena Maal Hijrah, mmg plan asal nak blk Muo tapi x sangka ayah sakit. Ikutkan nak stay jaga ayah, kesian kat family tapi husband kene kerja Deepavali nie. Dilemma sungguh. Cuti kene simpan sikit sbb x tau berapa lama ayah akan warded, n akan dtg apa lagi treatment kene buat.
Kena jugak simpan sikit untuk anak2 sbb kita semua manusia biasa x lari dari masalah dan penyakit. Semua tu ujian tuhan. Semoga ayah cepat sembuh.

and the result is....

Heeeee after gone through all the stress and tied schedule for the exam both kafa and kebangsaan and finally the result comes out. Harapan of course kepada orang yg rajin which is Along and for Kak Ngah, so and so jek sbb x serious. As long as can improve syukran......

 Along 2nd place for kafa.... Kebangsaan top 10, but % improved. Tetap bersyukur selagi x turun kelas. 

Alooo sapa punya hadiah nie??



Budak perasan...Next year Kak Ngah buat betul2 ya....

I told her, don't worry if we were last in the class as long as your % high, because if your surrounding is +ve you will become +ve too.

The message was passed to me when I wanted to choose between my normal secondary school and MRSM.

My uncle asked, you want to be the winner among the looser or you want to be the looser among the winner?

Not saying normal school or the rest class is not good. But we have to find something to motivate ourself.

Along informed, there is one boy from his class asking one of her paper result and said he will do better next year to compete. I like this boy. He will become somebody if he maintain his attitude InsyaAllah. Persaingan yg sihat.

Ok, for so and so budak Kak Ngah, result dia tgh2...not the last, not the top 15......Tapi semalas-malas dia pun she got some A's for both Kafa and Kebangsaan. Boleh digilap cuma kita kene stress lebih la......Ada dia kesahhhhh ?? ermmm haram.....

Ok the reward from us??? Later will blog about this. Masa exam lagi dah mtk mcm2. Terpaksa iyakan sbb nak motivate tapi harus ada syarat la like top 3, top 5, top 15, x turun kelas and etc...ikut tahap masing2.

Instant breakfast

Life as a working mother with kids nie mmg hectic. Wake up early will not guarantee you can prepare breakfast for the family. The simple way is beli ajek kat kedai, roti gardenia perisa coklat/jagung or vanilla.
I like to buy slice meat, makan dengan roti gardenia + salad + thousand island.
But this time kita tukar guna wraps kira ala2 toaster atau tortilla.

Meat+cheese+salad+sos

wrap

tapau dalam bekas yg comel



Monday blues



Demam...

My tudik is having high fever. We fetched him from nursery yesterday and saw his sour face carrying a "heavy" bagpack. Rupanya his wet clothes sbb muntah. Sekian dia.... (word kesian - ayat dari Arif)
Go to clinics and drsaid his temp quite high. Apalagi kene jap ngan  ubat peluru. The effectiveness of the medicine menyebabkan Arif aktif bila sampai rumah n berebut menonton cerita boboiboynya. Sampai Kak Ngah tanya adik nie demam ke x? Then at 4am in the morning he called me...ibuuuuuu ...ibuuuuu,  sakit perut..... nak muntah.
So pity xder apa nak keluar. Seriously kalau kita nak muntah xder apa, lagi sakit dari keluar ada hasil means ada sisa makanan.

Temp naik balik, so me bagi paracetemol and lap2 badan dia esp area2 pelipat and covered area like armpit n neck to reduce the temp. Stokin memang dah pakaikan utk kurang rasa sejuk, kipas kene ada supaya udara panas x terperangkap dlm badan or baju. Selimut is no... no... walaupun kita tau kalau demam luaran jek panas dlm rasa sejuk, tapi better no selimut n baju tipis or seluar pendek. Nasib baik Arif mmg spesies yg x pakai selimut.
Tgkla gambar dia tidur lepas makan ubat so pity kan?

Sakit gigi....

Sakit gigi adalah antara salah satu 3 penyakit paling sakit di dunia.
1) Sakit gigi
2) Sakit nak beranak
3) Sakit nak mati.....

Ikut list makin ke bawah makin sakit. 1 & 2 dah rasa...ya mmg sakit, Bayangkan kalau kita yg dah besar nie sakit gigi pun rasa moody apatah lagi budak kecik...... Sakit  nak beranak hanya org perempuan jek bleh rasa.... Tapi antara normal and ceasar maybe berlainan.....

Sakit nak mati plak xder sapa bleh imagine, sbb yg dah pergi xkan dpt cerita....cukupla mendengar Kisah Nabi yg dilindungi dari dosa pun kata sakit apalah lagi kita ini. Ya Allah semoga Kau pemudahkan segalanya dan pengakhiran kami nanti.

Ok berbalik pasal sakit yg paling least dlm senarai iaitu  sakit gigi. Buat pertama kali Arif mengadu sakit gigi 2 minggu lepas. Tapi kerana kesibukan kerja dan xder masa nak bawak pi dentist ignore saja la.
Paling x thn last week dia bgn pukul 5 pagi mengadu sakit lidah..bila di check sebenonya sakit gigi.
Mmg dah berlubang x tau nak buat mcm mana. Kalau suruh gosok gigi x nak bubuh ubat.

Jumpa dentist dia x cooperate, bukak mulut 2 x jek n dr xleh buat apa. Next app which is today, jumpa paediatric dentist. Mmg dah teruk. Dr advice x perlu tampal. Since the illness is on and off, advise to reduce or better no sugar. Geraham akan mengeras and sakit tiada. We have to wait for few more years, biar gigi tu goyang n reput sendiri. Lainla kalau dah mmg sakit jek berterusan baru kene cabut. Boleh ker Arif bertahan? Boleh ker kami nak larang dia mkn all the sweet stuffs? Kak Ngah selalu bawak balik jajan dari sekolah. Dalam hal ini semua org setuju Kak Ngah dipersalahkan....kekekekke. But I'm still feel guilty. Berjaya jaga gigi Along cantik, senang nak pantang kalau budak tu sorang2 tapi bila yg ke 2 and seterusnya susah. Nak halang zaman riang kanak2 yg naturally sukakan all the jajans and gula2 bkn senang. Budak is always budak......Okla kita tengok diharap Arif akan mudah nak gosok gigi. Tanya dia nak ubat gigi perisa apa? Stobely. Baik kita layankan ajek..... Sudah dibeli n sudah apply 1 time. Harap dia akan maintain rajin gosok gigi.

syhh......exam mood...

Senyap peperiksaan sedang dijalankan..... wow so seriau.......Jadual pack, pagi exam kafa, petang exam kebangsaan.
We have only 1 day to go. Sedang pulun mengulangkaji pelajaran...
Yesterday the whole day was raining. I was worried because it was Saturday means they need to attend to Eye Level @ Enopi class. I have to go to work to perform our twice yearly Data Centre Server Preventive Maintenance. So ku serahkan segala urusan and schedule ulangkaji pada suami tercinta. Diharap tiada yg mengambil kesempatan. (I'm watching u... sambil 2 jari tunjuk kat mata).

Went back home around 5.00pm and found out my Damia was in fever. Oh my God pls help me. Ayah is "letering" them for not taking a bath straight away from Eye Level class. Ayah cakap dia dah suruh tapi anak2 yg degil lengah2 n main2. I wish I was there to make sure everybody safe and secure, tapi kalau dah Allah tentukan nak jadi, jadi jugaknya.(Kun fayakun)...anggap saja ini ujian. Mende dah lepas x guna nak salahkan sapa n x guna nak leter anymore.
So after had light dinner bagi makan ubat and force her to sleep. Me and Along continue do the revision.

This morning after breakfast I give all of them vit C, plus med to Damia. Do some more revision sebelum berjuang untuk esok, lusa dan tulat. Sekejap revise ilmu duniawi sekejap ilmu ukhrawi...Kenela Wasotiah (seimbang dunia dan akhirat).

Prepare roti, slice meat n salad

Yg ada sayur of course utk ibu, ayah n along. Mia and Arif no sayur at all.

 

Demam kan sejuk....stokin masa ibu pantang..dah x jumpa sama warna....sarung jekla kak Ngah

Si kecik pun nak gak...so pakai stokin kerja ayah...dah mcm pemain bola.....gomo kelate gomo...

School trip

I missed him very much. He has grown up...so fast.
Adik Arif is 4 years and tell u what. His nursery is arranging school trip. He said to Subang Jaya....what?..Setakat nak pergi Subang Jaya hari2 kita pergi
ambil n hantar along sekolah..... Sekali check with his teacher, Putrajaya....
And he said purrrtajaya.... Suka hatila dik.....The trip is today.... I wish I could send him.
See his happy face smiling at me and tata to him. Nak buat camna kami anak beranak
kan ayah fetch. So kenela turun destinasi masing2 bila dah sampai.
Tudik... (panggilan manja for him), ibu rindu kamooo....
So emo la ibu ini. Why I am thinking dia dah besar.... Sbb to me school trip
utk budak2 dah besar. Anak ibu baru 4 tahun. I don't want to let him go
but I don't want him to be upset. So pergila cari pengalaman jenjalan bersama kawan.....
Surely now ayah is waiting him to ride the bus...... Cikgu siap pesan
nak bawa duit boleh nanti cikgu pegangkan..... so sweet....anak ibu nak berbelanja..
Pandaikah dia pilih apa yg nak dibeli selain dari mainan??? Cikgu silala
tengok2 anak bujang saya.....

Final exam....

Ok the final exam is around the corner. Both Along and Mia will be sitting their final exam year 3 and year 1 on 15 Oct. The challenge is they having exam on the same day for both Kafa (morning session) and Kebangsaan (afternoon session).

Kenapa aku yg risau??Ofcourse I am. That what always mother do and feel. Anak yg exam aku yg lebih......
Kak Ngah still with her genuine and pure attitude. 0% no worry at all....selamba badak....... biola.....mcm pasrah jek. Nak ajak study, dengan kita2 sendiri kene baca and as at now I only managed to read tauhid with her. The list of Rukun Iman and Rukun Islam.

As for Along, she is more responsible, aware what is sacrifice, what is opportunity and how it feel when you are out from friends.

Even the exam start on 15 Oct, tapi for Bahasa Arab @ Sek Kebangsaan they will do earlier, which is this Tuesday. But ibu x reti nak ajo....sorry along ibu surrender..... So apalagi guna ayat physco.."Masa ibu kecik atuk aa n atuk mak x pernah kisah mcm mana ibu study n baca..ibu buat sendiri study. Ibu kene belajar sendiri sbb ibu tau dia org x tau n ibu nak improve diri sendiri utk bantu mereka." So ulang byk kali..walaupun tinger dia org dah bernanah byk kali dengo......

Tgk mcm mana dia hafal bahasa arab, sambil landing sambil tgk tv.... Study apekah ini????Mcm nie kau rasa aku x risau......... Ya Allah permudahkanlan urusan hambamu ini.....berikanlah mereka hidayah.... Amiiinnnnn

Arif 4 thn

Belated bday utk Arif... suppose on 20 Aug 2012. Tapi mood raya masih melanda terpaksa sambut lewat....
Kali nie kita ikut citarasa majoriti....Indulgence from Secret Recipe. 


bday boy pakai bedak sejuk..sapa ajar????

  

Cikgu Damia yg ajar.......

Nak buat aper yek????

Cold weather.......raining outside and it's weekends....2 org main games....2 org tidur.....and me sedang syok ngunyah kepek....Nak wat pe yek?...... nonton malas.......borak xder geng........ kat dapur ada bahan2 utk buat kek nie....

Mcm nak buat jek nie....tapi xmau bangun dari sofa empuk yg murah nie.Siap mentioned murah tu......ehh pakai duit gak....ekekekkeke....Nak buat ke x nak.... Yg main games mmg kaki kek n coklat xleh tanya...nanti didesak every minutes.........Jap2 la..kalau jadi kalu I upload gambo....

inila hasilnya

Menu sihat

Resepi hari semalam berkonsepkan western..dah mcm kambing kurasa..... resepi diambil dari blog Cahaya cintaku.......



Daging salai

 Sedap rupanya makanan mat salleh yg ini...... x muak sbb dimkn dengan sayur segar. Along, Mia n Arif pun leh mkn tapi style ala2 mkn sireh. Ku sumbat daging salai dengan daun segar (x mau kasi nampak sayur for the kids walaupun dia org mmg nak sayur kali nie).  Kasi sumbat itu mulut yg nganga...... sedap.........

The making of Almond London...

 Kuih wajib dibuat Almond London. Utk tatapan Mamaqari ekekeekkke
Citer byk x mau...kasi tgk step.....



Pukul mentega + gula castor

+ serbuk almond



 

+ tepung segala n uli sampai jadi doh

 

bentuk ikut almond sebiji, then  bakar

  

Model cuba nak mkn coklat
masakan utk disalut. Tgk betapa besarnya

Sediakan sarung & almond kisar

Lepas celup coklat taburkan almond kisar

  



Sebahagian dari hasil....



Kuasa Tuhan....

Besarkan Kuasa Allah, dah nampak kat mana2 tapi ada jugak yg menafikannya....

Left ear



right ear